Between you and me

I ask myself if we ever trusted our promise. If we didn´t look at each other eyes after a year living together, how would we do it in the distance?

I ask myself if was true what we lived, if it wasn´t the story we wanted to tell everyone when we got back home.

I ask myself if we would really regret it. If we had told each other everything we didn´t even want to think of, would we still talking today?

I ask myself if we will lose the blame at some point, if when dreaming with that pond we wanted to swim in, we would still let words arise.

I ask myself if the pain will abandon the memory before we forget each other.